beyond the regular

These past few weeks have been amazing. I can honesly say i have felt the holy spirit. I’m the last religious person in the world, but this feeling is just so extraordinary! One Saturday i went to play at a church. At the end they asked if anyone wanted prayer so i went up. I went up there and a few minutes passed. I look to the side and there are girls moving in an awkward or even scarry manner. I began to get scared so i closed my eyes. I started gettin a tightness in my chest and i would just tense up out of nowhere. No lie, it was almost like i didn’t have control over my body. I was crying uncontrolably and i repetedly asked my mom, “What is this?” It’s  kinds crazy, and its something no one will get unless they have experianced it. Today i was at spaulding and the youth did a skit. It’s the lifehouse skit called everything. I sobbed from there to the end of the service. Oh, and i cried when i went up for prayer again. This time i started crying when i felt someone touch my back. It’s crazy cuz now all i want to do is sing and dance. What’s even more crazy is that this is all happening right when i’m mailing my camp rock 2 headshot and resume. I don’t know what God has next for me.  All i can say is that i’ve been experiancing the most beautiful things i’ve ever felt. It’s overwhelming. in a good way of course. Sometimes i cry and i don’t even know why!

This is the video of the skit! I want to do this skit so BAD now!